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madame
hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Wednesday, May 16, 2007 9:51 PM
i guess i would be stronger in God after all this pass. this is the toughest situation i've been. just as everything seemed to be better, it falls and went back to the original, worst than the original. i did whatever i can do, but it seem of no use. i tried my best, but to no avail. i'm tired, but i'm continuing, hoping that things won't turn out to be the way it is today, but i failed terribly.

i'm devastated, at my wit's end. can anyone tell me what to do? i look up to God, but this is not within His will. but i know, if one can take a little time out to think of the things that are happening around us, things will not be in such a situation. that's my personal opinion. no offence. =) just like i've decided to give up because of some reasons. i know it is going to be difficult, but i will force myself to do so. because when you made a decision, it meant that your determination is there.

you are the second one who made my heart hurtz so bad. you are the one who affected me so badly, that i can even give up two years of waiting. but it is not a sacrifice for me, is my willingness. if there's a second chance, i guess, i will make the same choice. i'm at a distance, watching over you. *everything sucks*